Sunday night - I thought he was acting weird. We
had made plans to meet at a
cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my
friends all day long, so I
thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit
late, but he made no
comment.

Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we
go somewhere quiet so we
could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.
I asked him what was
wrong - he said, "Nothing."

I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset.
He said it had nothing to do with me and not to
worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he
simply smiled and kept
driving.

I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he
didn't say, "I love you,
too."

When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if
he wanted nothing to do
with me anymore.

He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed
distant and absent.

Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes
later he came to bed.

I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I
decided to confront him
with the situation but he had fallen asleep.

I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.

I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his
thoughts are with someone
else.

My life is a disaster.

HIS DIARY

Today Manchester United lost the match. DAMN
IT.

lol!!phucking funny.