i miss my OGLs!!
haha.
j2s now, have to be the mature and understanding problem solver.
not like a j1,
absolved of all responsibility cos of their newness and guided along gently.
bud then again we dont exactly have time to be gently guided along.

:pretty eyes:
u're the best la.
cos we are the same personality type and understand each other best=)

:bai:
always there with me to complain abt stuff and can always be relied upon to come up with random terms to make me laugh..lol..

:pal:
my witty friend and future lawyer to be..thanks for the kind words and being u=)

:mich, sarah:
talking alot nowadays,like the stuff i was going on and on abt in the previous post=) i really enjoy such talks with u all..

:ibz:
forever the cute and gullible one:p..more fun with hiding ur bag!!

hmmz.
the rest arh.
sometimes feel like we're all drifting apart le.
last time we were all really close, bud ever since O1 we started to slowly unravel.

i think i kinda miss the times when we just got to know each other,
i think then we were more understanding
towards the various differences that we have.
y did we change?

was it because the TA kept drumming it into us
that we shld aspire to work perfectly
and flawlessly as an ideal council,
that we actually forget each of our individuality
and undermine our own personal choices?

everyone of us surely must have different views
on different issues
but the problem is how do we make the council
see them through an unbiased light?

gah.
R&E coming up.
need to go do proposal le.
goodnight my friends=)
and nites oh so cruel world~~~~~~~~

ahh.
today marks the 49th day left, to step down from council.
seriously, i im at a loss of what to expect at this impending doom? joy?
basically, i think we sometimes emphasise on what matters the least
neglecting the impt aspects, of what drove us to be councillors.
bud then again, this topic has probably been talked to death twice over on this blog so i shall rattle on no more.

we just got back some block test results, so more or less must talk a little abt it rite?
i passed GP, but really VERY BARELY!!
like 50.5.
thats a c6 for those who dont know.
and for those sec sch babies out there who think im just complaining abt a bad result, pls listen to this.

ENGLISH in sec sch and GP in jc are two totally mutually exclusive and independent sets ok.
im not sure if i make sense there bud i hope i do la.
what im saying is that even if u get like A1 for english in sec sch, that will not guarantee u even a decent grade for GP.
yep, so life sucks, whats new?

i feel as thought there is this enormous ocean between us whenever we meet.
even if we shouted with all our might we'd never get heard by the other party.
and u know what makes up the water in between?
all ur other more impt piorities.
im not insisting on being ur top piority, bud can i at LEAST be one of them?

secondly,i think guys should be banned from using the word 'sorry'
whats the use of saying that word if u dont follow through with actions?
or even worsen the situations by doing something totally opposite to what u promised?
pls la.i think girls are rational enough and not that hard to understand.
mayb it just takes a little sensitivity on a guy's part to make tha world of a difference.

HOLY TRINITYs are fun=)

im looking forward to the ice cream treat bai's gonna give me soon=)
now i just have to wait till she finishes up with her admin shit.
happy=)

lalala.
block tests start tmr
and ENDS on thursday!!
cos thats what truely matters rite.
then gg to town on thursday!!
after lit which starts at like 2.30pm and ends at bloody 4pm.
haish.
deprive me of enjoyment sia.

bai is happy shalala!

haha.
randomness.
i need to go eat good food after the exams man.
to replace all the body cells thingies that were lost during the exams=)

pasta mania
fish and co=)
marche
pariss
suki sushi!!!!!!!!
jack's place
chocolate!!!!!!!!!!!!
gelare
ajisen
coffee bean!!!!!!!
seafood!!!

ahh..
the J1s are out.
infringement of PRIVACEEE!!
gtg..byee=)

sixty days left to step down.

those numbers im sure
weigh heavily on every single one of the twenty six hearts.
its at times like this
that we're able to look back at all the work we did
and all the mess we pulled through
and realise that we have indeed grown
and we have shone like the brightest shooting star.

i rarely do let my emotions show.
but as the date draws closer and we reach the end of our era,
there is this sense on inevitability,
that though we have been through loads,
we might not stay together after we officially hand over duties.

i saw that disbanding of the second council taking place gradually.
it sucks to know that it'll happen to the third council too.
we came into this diving headlong into
sai-ganging to such extents that we never knew.
bud we emerged as one council.
that has put in its best effort to manage things that were thrown our way.

CTC
LTC
teachers day
SDS
prom
planning for orientation
ogl interviews
ogl camp
blazers
council meetings
vday
j1 bash
icebreakers
telematch
ushering
mmm
csi
wnw
campfire

events that we have been through.
frm working like crap together we learn to cooperate.
frm doing everything by ourselves we learn to delegate and to help out others hen they need it.
we learnt to speak with confidence in front of others.
played a part in how much each of us have grown.
passed our experience on to the new batch of mj leaders
and watched with happiness how they go on to lead mj to new heights.

as the end draws nearer.
can there really be one left untouched by the finality of it all?

ALHENA

whats the banner in the sky called?!
ALHENA!
whos the champion of the field?!
ALHENA!
whichs the house whos gonna kick ass?!
ALHENA!
whichs the house whos gonna win?!
ALHENA!
WHO DARES TO MESS WITH US
WILL BE CHAO-TA!!
WHO DARES TO MESS WITH US
WILL BE CHAO-TA!!

CASTOR

early morning late at night
castor charges out to fight
all united and as one
we will win the war this time.
CASTOR WILL WIN THE WAR!![X3]
WHOOSH!

REGULUS

raise your eyes up to the sky
regulus is soaring by
in the day or in the night
we go out to win the fight
am i wrong or am i right?!
you're right your're right
am i wrong or am i right?!
you're right your're right
1,2,3,4..ow!

SARGAS

when i say go u say fight
GO FIGHT GO FIGHT!!
when i say win u say tonight
WIN TONIGHT WIN TONIGHT!!
when i say boogie u say down
BOOGIE DOWN BOOGIE DOWN!!
when u say all u say right
ALL RIGHT ALL RGITH!!
GO FIGHT
WIN TONIGHT
BOOGIE DOWN
ALL RIGHT ALL RIGHT!!

VEGA

VEGA ARE YOU READY?!
KAMBATTE KAMBATTE VEGA VEGA!![X2]
VEGA!!
POWER!!
VEGA!!
POWER!!
we march on[x3]
beat the rest!!

sometimes its like the person doesnt matter.
is the romance of the jellyfish that desireable?

ESFJ.
does it really tell u all there is to know?
what abt learning to trust others and urself?
self confidence?will power?organisation?

purely confusing.
after spending time with people who talk abt girls 90% of the time.
i spend time with people who dont care who's chio and who's hot.
realised i miss all the female bonding in tkg.
where we could share everything and anything.
and where a single quick glance tells u that u both know what's on ur minds.
ahh.=)

i need some retail theraphy once i get my pay man.
which i hope its soooon!!

went on a little blog tour today.
realised that im seriously out of date.
hmm.
ORIENTATION IS OFFICIALLY OVER.
just needed to convince myself there.
yayness.can start mugging now.

the whole experience has been tough to say the least.
bud i dun deny that i have matured through it all.
learnt to trust people more, and learn to trust the right people so things dont get screwed.
lost some friends, made some.
straightened out some misunderstandings, swept some under the rug.

icebreakers was kinda fun in its own right.
telematch was a great effort put in by
alvin[next time when stressed dun keep so quiet ok.scary sia:p]
MMM we shone la.
like finally.was getting tired of hearing the words 'blablabla...bud u havent shone...blablabla.'
super fun manz.
love sentosa le la.
bud dun think i'll be gg there in a while cos some of us got phobia le lo.

CSI i think should have been power!!
didnt know cos was in the office doing admin stuffos, and ting ting havent told us the plot laa.
haha,shall wait oatiently.

WNW!!
better than the previous one.
tho some unhappiness that i guess we'll have to wait till the debrief to iron out.
oh.that reminds me of the yet-to-be-done AAR for orientation.

CAMPFIRE!!
so oomph and power la!!
PAL U DID A GREAT JOB!!
wad with all the checklist and deployment of the whole comm=)
everyone had a great time man.

weell.
vega didnt win orientation this time round.
BUD THEIR STILL MY BABIES AND IM JUST SO MIGHTY PROUD OF THEM.
they put in their best effort and i could see the valient vegan spirit in every one of them.
love for vega will never die and im sure that the friendships forged through this orientation will remain forever, whether they are still in the same sch or not.

saw many tears of parting and reluctance, and also that of happiness.
i shall miss those who are gg.
rubayne
eugene
azu
malcom
hope u had a fun time at mj.
the mj spirit within u will always be there no matter what and u knoe that we'll always be welcoming u back to mj whatever sch's uniform u might be wearing.

towards the end of the campfire.
i felt that all our efforts have paid off.
the freshmen enjoyed themselves and we see a new generation of meridian leaders born to lead us to success.
many thanks to all who made it possible and to my second family the council.
LOVE YA LOTS.

yet another beautiful piece of memory.

now..its time to...
CHIONG FOR BLOCK TEST.
ARGH.

Minus 1% for everything that you've done.

[ start with 100%]

1.Smoked.
2.Drank alcohol.
3.Cried when someone died.
4.Been drunk.
5.Had sex.
6.Been to a concert.
7.Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
8.Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
9.Been verbally sexually harassed.
10.Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
11.Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12.Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13.Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14.Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15.Been to prom.
16.Cried at school.
17.Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18.Went streaking.
19.Given a lap dance.
20.Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
21.Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22.Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23.Kissed a stranger.
24.Hugged a stranger.
25.Went scuba diving.
26.Driven a car.
27.Gotten an xray.
28.Hit by a car.
29.Had a party.
30.Done drugs.
31.Played strip poker.
32.Got paid to strip for someone.
33.Ran away from home.
34.Broken a bone.
35.Eaten sushi.
36.Bought porn.
37.Watched porn.
38.Made porn.
39.Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40.Been in love.
41.Frenched kissed.
42.Laughed so hard you cried.
43.Cried yourself to sleep.
44.Laughed yourself to sleep.
45.Stabbed yourself.
46.Shot a gun.
47.Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48.Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
49.Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
50.Watched an animal die.
51.Watched a person die.
52.Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53.Pranked somebody.
54.Put somebody in the hospital.
55.Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56.Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57.Dressed punk.
58.Dressed goth.
59.Dressed preppy.
60.Been to a motocross race.
61.Avoided somebody.
62.Been stalked.
63.Stalked someone.
64.Met a celebrity.
65.Played an instrument.
66.Ridden a horse.
67.Cut yourself.
68.Bungee jumped.
69.Ding dong ditched somebody.
70.Been to a wild party.
71.Got caught stealing something.
72.Kicked a guy in the balls.
73.Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74.Went out with your friend's crush.
75.Got arrested.
76.Been pregnant.
77.Babysat.
78.Been to another country.
79.Started your house on fire.
80.Had an encounter with a ghost.
81.Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82.Been asked out by someone that you never though you'd to be asked out by.
83.Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84.Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
85.Sat on your ass all day.
86.Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87.Had a job.
88.Gotten cut from a sports team.
89.Been called a wh0re.
90.Danced like a wh0re.
91.Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92.Been in a car accident.
93.Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94.Been told you have beautiful hair.
95.Raped somebody.
96.Danced in the rain.
97.Been rejected.
98.Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99.Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100.Been raped.

most of this has gt nothing to do with what virgins do tho..

爱情城堡 CYNDI

爱上你了　习惯有你了
依偎在你身边　又是幸福的一天
你抱的我越紧　我越害怕失去你
身边好多失恋情侣　也曾经那麽靠近
爱情城堡里面　谁的魔力最深
有谁可以爱著谁永远不变
爱情城堡里面　哪个王子最真
你会不会爱上别人

月亮睡了　星星笑开了
我一个人祈祷　你对我说过的话
通通变成心跳　永远不会消失掉

无论遇到什麽困难　不会怕只要有你在
爱情城堡里面　谁的魔力最深
有谁可以爱著谁永远不变
爱情城堡里面　哪个王子最真

你会不会改变　好怕感觉不见
Oh?baby　好想要停住时间

勾勾手 郭美美

心　被海风吹过
咸咸的自由　还隐隐作痛
当太阳沉没我们的故事　全剧终

伤　被时间追过
今天的自由　是一道彩虹
带我迎接明天最亮的晴空
抹乾眼泪往前走
用微笑召唤幸福海鸥

我们勾勾手　不准不快乐
就把舍不得　都丢进回忆的黑洞尘封
我们勾勾手　如果遇见更好的人
一定要更坚强　勇敢去追求

我们勾勾手　要比谁都快乐
就把舍不得　都丢进成长的黑洞尘封
我们勾勾手　如果遇见更好的人
一定要更坚强　勇敢去追求

一定更坚强把爱　勇敢追求

nice nice songs=)
hope the second one wont apply to me tho=)

爱是你眼里的一首情歌 郭美美

总是不经意的想起　你喜欢哼的那首歌曲
一样温柔低吟　依旧牵动我的心
我曾经寻寻觅觅　想在文字里寻找爱情
才发现最美的诗句　原来都在你眸里

爱是你眼里的一首情歌　轻扬著飘逸旋律
让我不知不觉的陶醉在　你缠绕的深情
爱是你眼里的一首情歌　轻拨弄我的心弦
让我不由自主更　深爱著你

HER DIARY

Sunday night - I thought he was acting weird. We
had made plans to meet at a
cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my
friends all day long, so I
thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit
late, but he made no
comment.

Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we
go somewhere quiet so we
could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.
I asked him what was
wrong - he said, "Nothing."

I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset.
He said it had nothing to do with me and not to
worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he
simply smiled and kept
driving.

I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he
didn't say, "I love you,
too."

When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if
he wanted nothing to do
with me anymore.

He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed
distant and absent.

Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes
later he came to bed.

I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I
decided to confront him
with the situation but he had fallen asleep.

I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.

I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his
thoughts are with someone
else.

My life is a disaster.

HIS DIARY

Today Manchester United lost the match. DAMN
IT.

lol!!phucking funny.

the way you jest around with her breaks my heart.
kicks my stomach and ties it in a knot.
it's not that i want you as a posession,
just that you're my conviction
and i think i can't do without you.

what else?
what more?
what pain lies
after and before?

once or twice,
take it or leave it.
don't try to be nice,
cos i really don't need it.

constructive criticisms go here

pls leave a name that i know u by thankewverymuch=)