have been working at the studentcare centre for abt a week now.
everytime i look at the [sc] written on the plates i think of our [sc].
both hold so different meanings but i can only hold one in the present.
haish.

anyway, im here to bitch abt one of my collegues if u can call her that,
an gush abt my charges=)

the bad part abt working there is that im on morning shift so i have to wake up at the ungodly hour of 5.30AM!!!(EVERYDAY OK.)
and i also have to contend with that bitch.

that stupid bitch is just 16 yrs old la!!
o im considered her senior rite.
i know im short, but at least i've lived longer than her ya?
then she just like go arnd acting as if she's like older than me la.
then when me or the other teacher talk to her then she'll pretend never to hear sia.
the worse is that her mum workd at the same place too and she depended on her mum to get her in.
then its like she didnt get te job based on her own capabilities la!!
if she had not had links in the company sure wont get the job, cos of her super lousy attitude.
stupid AP girl

working with kids also has its down side though,
i think i feel my vocab deteoriating,and it wasent even good to begin with.

anyhow, the time i've spent so far working there
have been quite okay cos of the kids lo.
nowadays its really hard to hear conversations that are truly sincere and hold no hidden meanings or sarcarsm.
i've truly learnt alot from the kids, and also made many new little friends=)
its gg to be quite difficult when i finally leave i think.

the things i've learnt so far from working in studentcare:-

1. PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS HAVE NICER AND MORE EXPENSIVE HANDPHONE THAN ME:like why the hell do they need handphones for?to make themselves targets of pickpockets?and they always wave them arnd, totally tempting people to just take their phones la.
2. KIDS HAVE A WEIRD WAY OF WINING ARGUMENTS:the technique is not in the strength of the argument bud in the tone of your voice.still leaves me dumbfounded after all this while.
3. KIDS DONT LIE BECAUSE THEY WANT TO:they just say things their friends say.
4. ANYTHING CAN BECOME A TOY IN A KID'S HAND:even a pen.
5. ANYHING AND EVERYTHING CAN BECOME FUNNY TO A KID:this other boy was wearing a singlet*cue laughter* the soup was brown*cue laughter*

why have we become like total strangers?
don't four years of friendship
and being classmates count for anything at all?

all the good times that we spent,
even the bad times too.
the bittersweet,
salty,
sour moments.
times we spent laughing at nothing at all,
being goofy,
noisy,
bitchy
and all the rest.
writing random notes, letters,
commenting on quirky teachers.
i guess it all ended cos we went to different schs,
i'll always regret not being able to make it to where you went.

i always thought what we had was too good to be true,
but i also believed that we could be friends forever.
i guess i did sometimes take you for granted,
bud we definitely drifted apart quie a bit in upper sec.
well then,
good things must always come to an end dont they.
believe that im always treasuring our friendship as the best i ever had,
and you'll always be in my thoughts=)

i miss you.

i hope you bought nice clothes ya?=)

ten quotes of shakespeare's that i like=)

1. "Love sees with the heart and not with mind."
2. "For where thou art, there is the world itself, and where though art not, desolation."
3. "They do not love that do not show their love."
4. "Love sought is good, but given unsought is better."
5. "A friend is one who knows who you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still gently allows you to grow."
6. "My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun; Coral is far more red than her lips' red; If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun: If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head. I have seen roses damasked, red and white; But no such roses I see in her cheeks; And in some perfumes is there more delight Than in the breath from my mistress reaks: I love to hear her speak, yet well I know that music hath a far more pleasing sound; I grant I never saw a goddess go: My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground. And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare as any she belied with false compare."
7. "Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares."
8. "Parting is such bitter sweet sorrow that I should say good-night until it be 'morrow."
9. "Love goes toward love, as schoolboys from their books; but love from love, toward school with heavy looks."
10. "Love sees not with the eyes but with the mind, therefore is winged cupid painted blind."

And she said to him:

'i thought you turned back into stone,
but it seems you just build a fence
around yourself with only one tiny window
to see the world.'

I FEAR...

[X] the dark
[X] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[X] giving birth
[ ]being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[X] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] birds
[X] fish
[ ] ants
[ ] driving
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[X] dark water
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[X] frogs/toads
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/ (ex)
[ ] boy/girlfriends dad
[ ] myboy/girlfriends/(ex)
[ ] boy/girlfriends mom
[x] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[x] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[X] large crowds
[ ] crossing bridges
[x] death
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[x] shots
[ ] friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[X] ghosts
[ ] halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[X] being blind
[X] being deaf
[X] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[X] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[X] someone you love or care about
getting hurt
[x] someone you love or care about
hurting you
[ ] love