AHH!!
stupid *-ing ulcer.
pain in the sides.
quick heal la.
i wanna talk normally again and not have to eat a lil spoonful of food each time.
and squeal in pain EVERYTIME i eat fries.
this has gotta STOP soon!!
i hope.

a couple of ppl said i looked 'shagged' today.
what amused me was not their comment
bud the fact that they used the same word to describe my tired look.
guess sch is really taxing now.

one might wonder what im doing now if i claim that my life is taxing
bud im just wasting it away spending my time blogging.
well.
when u finally realise why pls tell me.
cos i need to know to improve.
lol.

i need RETAIL THERAPY.
buying CLEO was a wrong choice.
as pal conveniently pointed out after we bought it.
bud there are just SO MANY great bargains.
like the stuffs gg at 11 BUCKS just becaouse its CLEO's 11th bdae.

sigh.
and they only last till 11 oct.

so either i go on a mad shopping spree now
and effectively kill my remotest chance of promoting.
or dash out after lit on the last day of exams.
which is highly impossible as i wld be totally 'shagged'.
and all the gd stuffs wld have gone already.
alamak.

dilema.

MIA ..now they got to thank me:D
leaving footprints..

look nice rite..except for that lil part of mus at the back..
leaving footprints..

#@#$@#$ biscuit tin
leaving footprints..

i like i like i like i like:D
leaving footprints..

place where i hid.and almost died
leaving footprints..

speeding towards what's seemingly the end
leaving footprints..

hmmz.
how is it that in front of the student population,
we're perfect students under their scrutiny?
bud behind the scenes we're working our asses off doing the menial tasks
that other people wont do even if they get paid?

US:d
leaving footprints..

stop treating us like *-king coolies!
stop pretending to understand us when u all actually dont.
how can u when u are not us?!
stop making us do stuffs that are supposedly helpful in our studies
when they actually take us away frm our studies?
stop making us feel like oppressed citizens of a communist country.
stop being two faced.
pretending to be our friend and then suddenly turning arnd to backstab us.

damnit.
promos are in 14 *-king days.
and guess wad?
the worst thing is im not feeling scared at all.

i feel like i wanna pass promos to remain in council with all my buddys.
passing to help my studies is not my main piority now.
is that bad?
how?

this is all im staying for.
leaving footprints..

think i gg to the TAs for counsultation.
the nicer ones of cos.
some i barely know.
altho we co-operate in many stuffs.

hope i can pull thru this test.
i wanna be
happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy

bud im tired of pretending any longer.

being dragged left right down is no JOKE!
leaving footprints..

stop kidding arnd.
i'd rather we continue being gd friends.
stop speaking untruths when they're obviously fake.
it hurts.

read some of udolpho today.
c***d when St Auberts died.
din do much else.
ask me if im lazy.
i think i am.
and i think its cos of u.

btw.
i still hate 'chest expansions'.
asshole.

howhowhow.
i havent been doing much.
shld be completing my hws tmr.
that is if i dont get too attracted by some stupid show.

some dead unknown part of me feels weird that he and her are sortof like an item now.
like mayb it cld have been me?
bud im generally happy for them:D
cos they're both my friends and both so superbly nice.

i miss my eyecandies:D
lucky one is in my math LT.
the other one i din see him.
bud can ask contacts.
lol.

remember the time when the only impt things to talk abt was eyecandies?
when i was still enjoying myself in ODAC.
when we met everyday to at least go out for a while.
when we sumhow always end up at macs socialising.
where friendships werent too complicated.
when we were able to go hm when the sun's still up.
when we do spur-of-the-moment stuff.
when all my smses and posts were filled with smileys.
when i didnt find gg to sch a chore.
when i used to be 100% awake in class.
when nothing seemed too serious for me not to laugh at.
when i did hw happily.
where did that me go?!!?
i want it all back.

god.
will u take 10 yrs of my life bud return that time to me?
or am i being a selfish $!@$!@$%$?
dingdangdong.

ah.
bad news first thing in the morning!
cherio's hospitalised:(
so sad.
hope she's feeling better now.

hope the flower that we bought her cheered her gloomy ward up:D
miss u much cheryl!!
come back soon kay.
or else i'll visit u everyday.
haha.
since i live so near.
i'll irritate u so much u'd wanna get better:D

M4M is so nice:D
love the plot.
the tcher's small and cute too.
at least better than cow-look-alike.
actually.anyone wld be better than her.
lol.

hmmz.
have been thinking lots lately.
*surprise surprise*
abt sch
sc

need i say more;)
leaving footprints..

odac.
i wish that everything could remain constant:D

my wish is to have enough slp so i dont go to sch looking like a zombie.
lol.

cos now i know better
i know u wldnt bother
so i tell myself that it doesnt matter.

its better like this
when we behave like kids
and everything gives us kicks.

woohoo~!
first SDS finally over.
cheryl was sad she missed it.
bud whoa!
she saved her ear from a whole truckload(pun unintended) of shit man.
shit coming out of that p**'s mouth.
questions and suggestions that was not processed through his brain.

wa.
like enough is enough la.
not enough that i have to suffer everyday by seeing u.
u have to open ur mouth?!
wth.

leading the warm ups for PE.
who on earth does CHEST EXPANSION exercises to prepare ourselves for playing flrball?!
i caught SH's look of absurdity aimed at him.
i guess my face was contorted too.
and i just cldnt take it anymore.
'are u mad?!who does chest expansions for flrball?!'
f***.

love is when:

u miss the person till ur heart literally hurts when u dont see him.
when u see him u have this irrepressible urge to hug him.
when u are hugging him, u wanna hug tighter so he feels ur love as well.
when hugging him tightly, u want to just lock him up inside ur heart so no one can steal him.

who ever said love was giving?

blabla.
black&white-ness.
cavour metternich bismarck napoleon mazzini garibaldi
can all go and die.

ANGER

1. Who did you last get angry with? b.
2. What is your weapon of choice? slaping someone with my hp.lol.the shocked look shld be pure pleasure.lol.

the slap phone!!dun play play!
leaving footprints..

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? i cant stop.ever since pri sch.srysry:S
4. How about of the same sex? i usually dunt have that habit.unless ur face just happens to be in the way of my elbow.or u pissed me off really badly.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? dad i think.as always.
6. What is your pet peeve? ppl who refuse to admit their mistakes.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? i forgive but i do not forget.kinda like an elephant.

SLOTH

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you have not done in a long time? eat dinner with my family:(
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 3pm.bud then i slept again at 4 and woke up at 6.im a pig.so sue me.
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? huiyi
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? 'i did it but i forgot to bring' for math tutorials.bud i really did it kay.corny as it mite sound.
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? i think i did.albeit the severe eye-rolling.
6. When was the last time you got a good workout? erm.prac for aces?see.the reason for all the fat deposits out for all to see.mwahahahaha~!
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? wad alarm clock?!

i lost the rest:(

neoprint!! haha..
be snapped!!

nicee..i love you lots!!
be snapped!!

Upgrade boyfriend 5.0 to husband 1.0 - Pentium version

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to
Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the
overall performance, particularly in the flower and
jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly
under Boyfriend 5.0.
In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many
other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5
and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed
undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0,
NBA 3.0, Premier League, Counter-Strike and
WorldCup 2.0.
And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and
House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.
I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems,
but to no avail.
What can I do?

Signed,
Desperate

================================

Reply:
Dear Desperate,

First keep in mind: Boyfriend 5.0 is an
entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an
operating system. Try entering the command
C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download
Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0.
If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should
then automatically run the applications Jewellery
2.0 and Flowers 3.5.
But remember, over use can cause Husband
1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour
7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is a
very bad program that will create
SnoringLoudly.wav files.
Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program.
These are not supported applications and will
crash Husband 1.0.
In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program,
but it does have a limited memory and cannot
learn new applications quickly.
You might consider additional software to
improve memory and performance. I personally
recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 6.9.

Good Luck,
IT Support