ahh.
twelve hours to two-oh-oh-six.
sitting at hm waiting for the time to feast.
probably time to start listing out new yrs resolution.

hmmz.
heck it la.
i probably wont keep them anyway.

the past few days have been a blur.
big happy blur=)
tried to do a little math yesterday.
succeeded in doing like abt 7/8 qns?
thats abt like two pages out of the 22.
im so screwed.

then again.
orientation's enough to screw me up already.
havent been spending enough quality time with my sofa lately.

now's time to do a little blog surfing.
mayb i'll be back later:)
ta then~

i love my baby:D
like apple very much.
bud the name's kinda weird.
so shall change in a while=)

how do i not miss u when u are gone?
nice nice emo emo song intro-ed by bai.

today was kinda tiring.
waiting in anticipation for cuties does the heart more harm than good:p
in the end there was disappointment la.
both on the guys' and girls' front.
lol.

apparently, this batch is so bad that they're worse than ours.
like usually first three mths will have higher 'calibre' bud...

cant wait for the vega shirt.
some biased source said its nicer than the nice reggy one la.
sure hope so man.
OH.i owe ibx 18 bucks.

hope the official start of orientation will be as smooth sailing and not as bla.
heh.
doing a long entry cos my blog decided to be nice to me and show me my tag board again.
I LUB U BLOG=)

huggable.
possible.
breakable.

jealousy cutting into reality.
lalalala!

first day of orientation today!!
gonna be scanning arnd for cute guys=)

在模糊的景里看不到你，
手心里的空虚，
让我顿时感到紧张。
抓不到你的手，
让我觉得好无助。

你一次又一次的让我失望，
给你那么多的机会，
让自己伤心难过，
显得我内心的软弱。

发现每天和你在一起，
也未必是好事。
今天坐在你身旁，
心里没有那种‘扑咚’的感觉。
到了终点了吗？

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.

I miss somebody right now. as always:D
I don't watch much TV these days. all sc's fault.
I love olives.
I own lots of books. and i dun get sick of them.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. uhuh.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty usually is the best policy.
I curse sometimes. alot of times actually.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. yeap
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. =X
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times. PMS-y types.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. who wldnt?
I need money right now. and again.
I love sushi. LOVE=)
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. sis.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S SINGAPORE!
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic
I have a lot of mood swings. yesyes.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single. uhuh
I have pecked someone of the same sex heh. easy peasy.
I enjoy talking on the phone. yak yak.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I LOVE TO SHOP !
I would rather shop than eat. totally.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone. just pure dislike.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone. hopefully changing soon?
I believe in God. yeap.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I like someone. =)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. i have time left to think rite?
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before. baby poo!!
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. and alot to unlearn?
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before. alcohol la.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work / school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
I enjoy some country music. ocassionally:D
I would die for my best friends. uhhu.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. cheesy and stuffed crust!heavenly!
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. wasted my halloween this yr:(
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex. guilty as charged.
I like surveys. ok only.
I am happy at this moment lubLUB=)
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger. firm stand ok.
I study for tests most of the time. and barely pass most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. ya.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now. yep.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can. interact with nature man!!bacteria is nature too:p
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup
I believe in prophetic dreams. yes.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. getting into uni.
I'm proficient on a musical instrument. proficient means can play rite?
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs. RIGHT ON!
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. =)yummy-licious.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage. especially cheese ones:D
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved
I love kisses. muacks:D
I fall for the worst people. not so much worst.
I adore bright colors. makes me feel happy.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes. :Dtalent la:p
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse. in malaysia i think.super fun.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet. :p
I talk in my sleep. mumbo jumbos.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. sigh.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. yep
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. yes!
I am a caffeine junkie coffee:D
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed. :D
I love wrestling. wwe!!
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. i feel like hugging pillars sometimes.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. bottle caps?
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid. some prince in some cartoon la
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when neccesary. totally.
I have pointy-ended ears.
I LOVE korean dramas esp. sappy ones:D
I wanna dance with someone. u la.then who?
i like hugging ppl. =)

1. Popularly known as?
VAN!::yeap.with the exclaimation.lol.no la.im just shitting u.

2. AGE?
17

3. BIRTHDAY?
next aug::driving theory!woohoo=)

4. WHAT'S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
virgo.

5. Who is your cutest friend?
all my friends are cute in their own way.*smilez*

6. Can't live without...
people.

9. Choice noise?
lullabys=P

10. Food trip?
choc fondue!!::actually i dunno how to spell that sia.

11. Dream female/male
only treats me nice:D

12. What kind of girlfriend/boyfriend are you?
i think i can get possessive so watch out.

13. What will make you fall for a guy/girl?
if hes only nice to me.

14. Turn-offs?
back stabbers.stalkers.

16. Longest time you've ever spent on the phone?
eh.i never really go remember la.

17. Did you get tired of it?
i think i was so tired that i hung up.

18. The one thing you try to do everyday?
motivate myself to study/go to work.

19. Vegetables or fruits?
both rawks=)

20. Favorite soundtrack of a movie?
most disney soundtracks.

21. Night out or night in?
out la.obviously.

22. What's scarier, ghosts or aliens?
fear of them.

23. Finish this sentence:
If I could be anyone in the world for a day, I'd be...
lost.

25. what happened on your last birthday?
went to have waffles=D ::yummy much.

26. Yesterday?
work=.=::whole day sumore.

27. Last weekend?
erm.i kinda forgot.

28. Last Christmas?
went out with guide pals:Dbought lots of happy blinking lights stuffos.bought NBC stuffs and was on a humongous high.

29. Last New year's eve?
i think i was at someone's hse?

31. Last Valentine's day?
flowers, sweets, chocs::sweet day for everyone:D

32. What's the last food you ate?
cheeseballs=)::thanks billy

33. Drink you drank?
erm..some horrible orange juice::i suspect they squashed it with the peel.

34. Thing you wore?
meridian leader shirt.

35. Last place you went to?
whitesands.

36. Last person you saw?
my sis:p

37. Last person you talked to?
mummy.

39. Last person you sent an instant msg
to?
javier.

40. Last song you heard?
when u say nth at all.

41. Right this VERY SECOND what are you
eating ?
air?

43. What are you wearing?
PJs

45. Any shoes on?
imaginary glass slippers.heh.

46. Listening to?
some SHE.

47. Talking to anyone?
msn-ing.

48. Are you a vegetarian?
no way.

49. Are you a b!tch?
i can be.

50. Are you artistic?
haha!!

51. Do you write poetry?
attempt to.

52. Are you a fast runner?
eh.seeing how i cldnt outrun someone carrying a laptop.i dun think so.

53. Can you ski?
can:D

54. Did you ever cut a barbie doll's hair?
nope.

55. Are u naughty?
eh?

56. Are you short?
much so.

57. Are you tall?
=.=

58. Do you own a hot pink shirt?
lol.in my hot pink dreams.

59. How about orange pants?
eh...no..i dun think so..

60. are you evil?
=)

bombshell after bombshell.
left me worse for wear.
woke up at 6.30 bloody am to sent letters to freshie.

then trouble.
no one wanted to go with me to the cultural performance~!
or actually no one could also la.
sadly.

in the end i didnt go also.
spent my loser time at pasir ris library.
suddenly remember how i used to spend lots of time at the library and make a scene when i dun wanna go hm.
lol.

on the other hand.
had a really deep and insightful talk with bai today:D
beany and bu.
lol.
companionship is highly impt rite:D

[x] i have a cell phone::hopefully gonna change to v3 soon=)
[x] i have friends that use me::ahah.
[ ] i am an only child.
[x] i love dangly earrings::cos they swish arnd like waves.heh.
[x] i love cold weather::better than hot anyways.
[x] i'm obsessed with the computer::just the internet la i suppose.
[ ] i have shot a gun before.
[ ] i can't live without music.
[ ] i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
[ ] i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
[x] i'll be in this town forever::cos this will always be my hm=)
[x] i've been to 5 other countries::indo,china,malaysia,japan,korea
[x] i get annoyed easily::if im in a super low tolerance mode.
[x] i eventually want kids::haha.i guess.
[ ] i have neat handwriting.
[x] i have more than a few horrible memories::actually,i kindof forget bad memories.
[x] i am addicted to chocolate::choc fondue!!I LOVE U=)
[ ] i am an atheist.
[x] i love airplane rides::tho i hate the pressure thingie.
[x] i love taking pictures::camwhore-ing is an art ok.
[x] i hate people who are fake::like plastic.
[x] i can be mean when i want to::haha..cat fight anytime.
[x] my parents care about my grades::yep.
[x] one of my best friends is a girl::many of my best friends are girls actually.
[ ] i have way too many wallets.
[x] i'm obsessed with lip gloss::nice and shiny.only they make ur lips look fake.
[x] i am easy to talk to::random ppl on the bus talk to me la.creepy much.
[ ] i would never eat raw fish.
[x] i cry easily::too easily actually.
[x] i hate when people are late::anything more than 15 mins is just irritating.
[x] i procrastinate::heh.dont everyone?
[x] i love winter::nice winter coats.
[ ] i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
[x] i love to sleep::like the pig i am.
[x] i wish i were smarter::then everything will be much easier rite?
[ ] i'm afraid of flying.
[ ] i hate drama.
[ ] i bite my nails.
[ ] i have been on an 8 hour drive.
[ ] i never fight with my parents.
[x] i love the beach::my second fav, place=)
[ ] i have never had the chicken pox.
[ ] i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] i can't control my emotions.
[ ] i have a best friend.
[ ] i have moved more than once.
[x] i truly love my friends::love love all arnd!!
[ ] i have (had) braces.
[ ] i have never broken a bone.
[ ] i hate my computer.
[ ] i love girls that play the drums.
[ ] i state the obvious.
[x] i'm a happy person::mostly la.
[x] i love to dance::mass dance!!
[x] i love to sing::elmo's song!!
[ ] i love cleaning my room.
[x] i tend to get jealous very easily::especially with ppl i love.
[x] i love cute underwear::makes u feel happy.
[x] i love night better than day::i get high at night!!
[x] i don't like to study for tests::who does.
[ ] i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
[ ] i am too forgiving.
[ ] i have horrible sense of direction.
[x] i miss elementary school::where i only get minute responsibilities.
[ ] i'm a daddy's boy/girl.
[ ] i love the color pink.
[ ] i love to sew.
[ ] my eye color changes.
[ ] i should see a therapist.
[x] i played on a guys sports team::that time in soccer counted anot:p
[x] i become stressed easily::like if im late i'll get a panic attack.
[x] i hate/detest liars::some category as flirts.
[x] i love the smell of rain::clean and pure.
[x] i love my family::*hugs and kisses*
[ ] i am a perfectionist.
[x] i always wanted to learn to play the drums::cos they look darn cool.
[x] i hate the feeling of failure::cracks the self esteem.
[x] i have friends in other countries::migrated and such.
[x] i know how to cook::heh.i can lorh.and the end product WILL be edible.
[x] i can be quite selfish::with things i love.
[x] Most of the times, i still act like a little kid::being treated like one too.
[ ] i have food allergies.
[x] i love to read::and submerge in a fantasy world.
[x] i wish i were more motivated for school::friends are the only reason i go back.
[x] i love getting stuff in the mail::small trinkets also can do.
[x] i have problems with letting go of old feelings::feelings never die rite?
[x] i hate being alone::sucks.
[x] i love summer::perfect weather for beach=)
[x] i love the weekends::supposed rest days.
[ ] i love black eyeliner.
[ ] i think I'm a looker.
[ ] i type with one hand.
[x] i live in a one story house::less scary.
[ ] i wear make-up.
[ ] i have never rode on an underground subway.
[ ] i can't swim.
[x] i have bad memories::uhuh.
[ ] i go to church.
[x] i sing in the shower::elmo's song=)
[ ] i hate cheerleaders.
[ ] i usually get what i want.
[x] i have been on stage before::scared shitless.
[x] i love roller coastershappy happy:D
[x] no one knows the full story of my life::except me.
[x] i am close to my parents::rather.
[ ] i don't have a curfew.
[x] i get lunch and dinner mixed up all the time::nv eat properly de:p

10 things i dont ever wanna do again.

1. trust someone too much that i'll do anything for that person.
2. take a taxi hm alone.
3. be someone's listening ear and then get turned out when i need one.
4. smile when im unhappy.
5. believe in lies.
6. take my friends for granted.
7. slack while studying then panick when results come out.
8. try to understand u.
9. being irresponsible.
10. letting ppl down.

the first and last time i'll ever take a taxi alone.
thats a promise.

on the other hand.
had fun crashing jap lecture at TP today.
i cld get use to poly man=)
almost everywhere has aircon blasting in ur face.
better to be forced to get a jacket than to sweat buckets.

thanks pangker for letting me know
that at least there's still one guy in council
that might have a bit of gentlemanly instinct=)

just like one of the guys.
it feels great=)

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。

第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人.

首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。

但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。

你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？
没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。

当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？

爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。

真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。

两人在谈情说爱的时候，
最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，
就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：
海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!
明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；
就算会，也活不到那时候。

许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，
最好是承诺做不到的事，
反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，
请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”
在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；
讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。

你呢？找到了第几个？
茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

01. Falling in love.
02. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
03. A hot shower.
04. No lines at the supermarket.
05. A special glance.
06. Getting mail.
07. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
08. Hearing your favourite song on the radio.
09. Lying in bed listening to the birds outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer (only in the winter).
11. Chocolate milkshake.
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach.
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. A huge sale at your favorite store.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Making other people laugh.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss.
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Competing with your friend and beating your friend.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise/sunset.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone who cares about you deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what.
46. Getting flowers for no apparent reasons at all.
47. Being treated for lunch.
49. When the phone rings.
50. Tickles.

haha.
getting 38 out of 50 aint bad=P

I dropped a tear in the ocean, the day someone finds it, is the day i stop loving you.

i thought prom was ok.
bud then again.
'thought' is the keyword here.
i dun wanna do AAR!!
and im so tempted not to do the claims form.

sorry for taking u for granted=)

If home is really were the heart is
And home must be a place we all can share
For even with our diffrences, our hearts are much the same
For where love is we come together there

Wherever there is laughter ringing
Someone smiling, someone dreaming
We can live together there
Love will be our home

Wherever there are children singing
Where a tender heart is beating
We can live together there
Cause love will be our home

With love our hearts can be a family
And hope can bring this family face to face
And though we may be far apart
Our hearts can be as one
When love brings us together in one place

Wherever there is laughter ringing
Someone smiling, someone dreaming
We can live together there
Love will be our home

Where there are words of kindness spoken
Where a vow is never broken
We can live together there
Cause love will be our home

Love will, love will be our home
Love will, love will be our home
Love will, love will be our home

Wherever there is laughter ringing
Someone smiling, someone dreaming
We can live together there
Love will be our home

Wherever there are children singing
Where a tender heart is beating
We can live together there
Cause love will be our home

Love will, love will be our home
Love will, love will be our home
Love will, love will be our home

Wherever there is laughter ringing
Someone smiling, someone dreaming
We can live together there
Cause love will be our home

Love will be our home.

some uber-ly nice song i heard at my cousin's church wedding.
and he sang a song to her la.
so sweet rite.
all guys pls see and learn.

but then again.
it probably made her cry and ruin her makeup.

The school gave the shooting team a budget of $36000.

im happy for the shooting team.
bud how bloody unfair.
while we have to dig from our own pockets to fund school events, they get a huge budget.
the sch hates us.

saw this on sarah's.
5 weird things about me:

1. i like the smell of burning candles.
2. i get high at night even if i've been lethargic the whole day.
3. i find feeding little kids fun.
4. as a kid, i use to go around hugging everyone, even mere acquaintances.
5. i used to keep rehearsing what i was going to order mentally when queuing for food.

next to do this=)

1. mus
2. ali
3. pal
4. weining
5. sookie

tada!
im a highly weird person.
i know=)

off to more quizzes then=D
highly fun.
highly.