i think it was me and two other ppl
we were at this shop.
choosing how we would look like when we died.

this shop was like all black la.
then there were coffins lying arnd.
and there was this showcase filled with specs that we can borrow to take
our orbituary pic.

then we had to eat this pill thing.
where it would 'flush' out all the oxygen in our body so we would die.
it seems like the three of us had been planning to visit this shop since a
long time ago.

bud i kept thinking.
i havent said my goodbyes.
weirdly, i cldnt think of anything else to miss except my family and friends.
not the material possessions i had, or even him.
super happy for that.

but well.
a rather scary dream all in all.
was so freaked out that i cried IRL.
as in when i woke up i was really crying la.
weird weird.

then this feeling of guilt came.
cos i had pulled out at the alst minute whereas it was too late for my
friends to choose to live.
so they died while i lived.

see la.
see what happens when u choose to sleep early for once.
bah.