He was my North, My South, My East, My West.
My working day and my sunday rest
My noon, my midnight;my talk,my song
I thought love would never die;I was wrong.

wee!!..nice poem right?..tho it was frm this sad poem called funeral blues by W.H.---(something)yeap..really called out to me..so i highlighted it..haha..i took lots of notes during lecture today..its a rare sight ok..i usually space out:D..could see him frm where i sit..sharissa says he's really noisy during tutorials bud he seemed pretty quiet to me during lectures..hmmz..duno why also..mayb cos he really likes lit?..then i have to try my hardest to top lit class so he'd see my name up there:D...bud i think thats like totally impossible la..unless i give up on all my other subjects and only focus on lit..haa

PW sucks..im sure almost every J1 is saying that now..its causing us much grief..so..dearest examiners over at MOE...cld u pls kindly remove this constant source of unhappiness weighing on our minds?..then im sure all of us wld have much more time to THINK OUT OF THE BOX..so to speak...

haish..how come it seemed to me i was so much more in control during the first three mths as compared to now?..now im always chionging assignments which keep going seriously overdue and im soo screwed..shldnt have asked NC for that extension..shld have just pretended not to know..bud my stupid conscience refused to allow me to do so..so perhaps im stuck with this heavy workload and no rest up till the wkend..thats all i can seem to think abt..that bright spark at the end of the tunnels...the WEEKEND...not as if i'd get to rest in the weekend also..since its mother's day on sunday..im sure we'd be going out and i have kayaking on sat..hrrmmmpphhh...i might end up having to take MN on his offer he made before end of first three mths..*weak smile*

oh yeah..for all those who care to know or have nothing better to do bud to KNOW..i have received my first failed compo and compre...english btw..i suck..

i hate myself..for being so dumb and not getting gd grades in a subject i was supposed to do well in..gah..:(..

depressed..

perhaps its with this depressed feeling that i shld go proceed on my AJC practice paper for CLAO..then mayb i can try to excel in MT..i will laugh at myself if i do..