hmmz.just had CTC few days before.mentally tiring.wearing the blazers was so warm la.like the name blazer is such an apt name for it.cos it really burned us up.everyone's face was like sweaty except for mine and kenneth's.cos we were in the AIR-CONDITIONED HALL.haha.we were so lucky.sry peeps.bud i think we all got used to the stuffyness in the blazer after a while.it was rather fun doing ushering.i think i smiled too much until i had cheek muscle cramps.it was kinda weird seeing NC act all civil and polite,i swear i was expecting him to start shouting 'hurry up, u morons!!' at the parents.bud of cos he din.he said he din wanna lose his job so soon.lol.

we're gonna have a new lecturer/tutor for history.u cant blame me for seriously doubting her capabilities and its not cos she's a girl[im feminist remember].she'd like fresh out of NIE and she barely spoke at all and during the lecture she wasent even paying attention.think it really shows how much experience she has.i mean if u din wanna listen then sit behind where none of the students can see u right.like NC wld know that.besides.i wonder what will happen to him when she comes.i think he's an alright tcher,at least better that kang,who was always so PMS-y and mood swing-y.it was rather irritating to see kang suck-up to the principal too.like everyone cld tell la.obvious enough?

i think i might be giving up soon.seeing the hoplessness of it all.altho i usually persevere.i think i shld concentrate on my studies instead.cos its a serious distraction.and i think the infatuation is dying down anyway.i actually thot he was ugly when i saw him frm a certain angle today.that was SO a sure sign that im begining to like him less.ahha.u think this might be despo-tism?cos i feel a little that way and i have a feeling my friends are getting abit irritated that i get on instant high whenever i see him.u all must help me out here.dont tell me things abt him.that really helps:D.tankew.

Everytime i see ur face,
Everytime u look my way,
Its like it all falls into place.
Everything feels right.

Ever since u walk away
Left my life in disarray
All i want is one more day
All i need is one more day with you.

Everytime i hear ur name,
Everytime it feels the same.
Its like it all falls into place.
Everything feels right.

so.i think i suck at time management.i often end up having to cheong my hw.i guess this wld have to improve soon.otherwise i'd just be retained.retaining next yr is scary cos according to certain ppl.the syllabus is totally different and it sucks.taking into consideration the extra two subjects that u have to take frm different faculty in addition to your 3 or 4 a level and 1 or 2 ao subjects.like WHOA~.it will be a killer and i hope neither my friends,the ppl in council or me will stay back.so.ya.MUST WORK HARD!!!my motto for this term.lol

had rehersals for investiture just now.rather fun.think we mastered the walking in part le.SO PRO!!haha.[just that i really like atlas' cheers].when we walk in its like darn cool la.i hope we do it like the 2nd council cos they look really confidant and professional.then cos we din smile enough and all looked darn stiff.the councillors all had to come make us laugh.lol.i understand now when NC says i get amused at the most trival of things.the singing part was cool too.mayb not really cos we din really know tha last part there.bud we sang the chorus part loudly:D.and azlyn with her pro-ness in singing did the *tremble-tremble* parts:D.then the ping-pong ppl were sharing the hall with us and were staring at us when we started to sing and natasha told us to sing louder.think it affected their rhythm or sumthing.lol.they had this look of mixed emotions on their faces.hope its more of good feeling then bad ones like 'WTH,their singing sucks' or something like that.personally i think that we did rather well considering that we did not practice before hand and only got the lyrics like 2 mins before the actual thing la.bud of cos it helped that we had all listened to the song before.am now trying to cram the lyrics into my head together with my hw and test informations. *lala*

got my king lear book today.my sis's first reaction was "why u have to buy?how much?....WHAT?!!twenty-six for this...??!!" she was lost for words.haha.i expected it.so decided to give her a heart attack.she assumes that since she has already bought all the TYSs that i'll need that i wont have to spend a single cent on other materials.like hello?firstly we were in different schools and secondly she took science while i took arts.u think i'd be able to use the materials that she bought?sheesh-ness.

i think the timer thing on my blog its screwed up.think its not the correct time zone bud im lazy to change it.lol. so yeah.when it says im blogging at some unearthly time of 3-4am.dont trust it.i usually blog during the less unearthly hours of 11-12 lidat:D.

met jiayan today.after one of the tutorials i had.think it was econs.i was rather shagged as i recieved bad news of some sort that i cant seem to remember now.anyhow,jiayan was really like cheerful and stuff.i really admire that and i aspire to be like that one day.

woopeedeedoo!!!we'll be formally introduced tmr:D.haha.

must.push.on.to.achieve.balance.--->.<---