Saturday, May 14, 2005
hmmz...im on a balanced mood i think...
heya!!!havent been blogging much lately due to a lack of social life cos of sch...argh...i miss the period after Os...cos now it just sucks...
JCs usually give u the illusion that u still can have a life in the first three mths..then after that the full force of it bangs into you when u realise that the tchers have been cushioning the blow..that JC really is MUCH more stressful then secondary sch in many ways..to those immature sec sch students who kee saying that JC ppl have it easy cos we have only six subjects as compared to their 8 or 9...SHUTUP..u so do not know the reality of it all..
today my CT just told us that she thinks we looked stressed and should consider dropping one subject...many of my classmates are considering and this is bad cos we're the only 4 sub arts class and if we drop our 4th subjects, the science ppl will look down on us?i know some science ppl might think that this is not true...bud u are not us..so u will never really fully comprehend the stress that we face taking arts..so dont pretend to, or try to pretend that it doesnt exist...
i miss secondary sch life..i cant believe how i complained abt the long sch hours last time..cos my sch hours now are just crap and like almost double of last times..sheesh...this sucks...according to mrs wong,JC sucks more than uni...can u believe that?sortof immpossible rite...haish..
i miss vega two...even tho we see each other arnd occassionally,we are drifting apart and i think its really obvious to all...we have no time for ech other as our schedules do not allow them and the sports houses are different from orientation ones...i think that if the sports houses were the OHs..ppl wld have SOOO much more bonding spirit...now the spirit is like non-existant la..
i think i might want to upload another pic to accompany the lone one here...haha...oh!!..the paint of my monkey bottle came out!!!AH!!!not everything of cos or else i wld so jump down and die...bud im sad nonetheless..not very tho..still enough to laugh:D..
as usual..my favourite topic...i dont think i'd be seeing him much arnd in sch today...my friends all say im to obsessed with him..cos i go on a mental high whenever i see him..haha then i smile non-stop and that makes me look like an idiot..i think i shld stop liking him...cos its futureless and hopeless..cos he told this friend of mine who he likes..this sucks..i think this shall be my last blog abt him..cos i find it weird to read back abt stuff that i typed before abt him..*shudder*
i wanna go back to TKGS!!!and if possible kindergarten...argh...we were soo carefree..i feel like writing something...bud i suck at writing things..haha..mayb i shal not have so many fullstops in the future..so it'd look less spaced out.
Ooh!!!FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN:D