Saturday, April 09, 2005
bitter-sweet
blabla...today was a crappy day...started happy tho...just turned bad halfway and im sad now....carried adrian's bag today..haha nice bag..everyone said it was nice..shall force him to lend it to me for more days..lol..haha..then only had like hist and PW today..of cos i skipped PW..wad else is there to do..haha.it was crap as usual anyway..
then hist..was so hungry i bought mee goreng frm the malay stall cos sarah bought it and it smelt/tasted so damn gd*yumyum*..so i brought it into the LT to eat haha..had ppl staring at me bud i dun care..it was damn nice...haha had this weird fufilled filling after eating it:D..im weird..so sue me..so then NC changed the LT so we hadta shift..troublesome he..sheesh..hist was mainly the first three mths stuff again..boring..nearly slept like a million times..haha..bet my face looked squashed by my hands..lol..yeap..so then he was supposed to show us this vid of this person frm FR times changing into her thick clothes i think...bud he din show..sigh..then the whole lesson was boring..ah..
HOUSE POSTING:
IM IN MIRANDA!!!!...yay..black hse..haha..love it:D
had to sign up for events on sports day..me and sheens and fiona signed up for the helpers position..haha..lol...cos we very slack bud dun wanna not do anything..haha..
class:a101...was rather ok..ppl looked rather friendly..i think im a bad judge of ppl...thot this girl was ah lian bud she turned out to be like the 'nicest girl'[quote]..haha..rather embarassed..sry...
then we went to TM!!..vega OGLs rawk=)..they went to eat at SG then me and sarah went to eat at LJ's..yummy:D...love it..haha..then after that we walked in to SG just to talk to the rest bud we ended up eating cos those SG ppl thot we had paid to eat..lol..very funny sia..we shld do that more often eh sarah?...bud it was not as tho we ate alot..so..just drank so i wldnt die of thirst..haha//
uhuh...then was rather on a high mood..laughing at sianwei and adrian's jokes..lol..yeap..then talking to al was really nice..havent seen her in a while..miss her much...
then came the terrible part...
without warning it just smacked full force into my face\\
without warning and seemingly without remorse\\
regret came after that\\
learnt not to trust that i cld reach for hands that were never there\\
not to rise to clouds easily then fall down with full realisation that it was nv meant to be\\
right frm the start\\