cos basically, the whole mth free means alot of time,
and less contact with ur friends.
not that i like the latter tho.
lots of time give u chances to think
abt ur goals in life and the direction
that ur choices have taken u thus far.

we undeniably might regret some of our actions,
wish time would stop at certain point of our lives,
or for interpersonal relations to stay status quo and not sour.
the most famous(yet disliked?)line:
'the only constant in life is change.'

however, time also gives people opportunity to change,
either from a person they previously did not like,
certain habits and practices,
friends,
foes,
strangers.

so, i've dedicated this one mth to forgetting.
a stranger i met along the way.
hope its working=)

one last pt tho.......................................................................................................................................................................I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH CANS!!=P
and i love every single one of them,
whether or not i see them everyday.