read some of udolpho today.
c***d when St Auberts died.
din do much else.
ask me if im lazy.
i think i am.
and i think its cos of u.

btw.
i still hate 'chest expansions'.
asshole.

howhowhow.
i havent been doing much.
shld be completing my hws tmr.
that is if i dont get too attracted by some stupid show.

some dead unknown part of me feels weird that he and her are sortof like an item now.
like mayb it cld have been me?
bud im generally happy for them:D
cos they're both my friends and both so superbly nice.

i miss my eyecandies:D
lucky one is in my math LT.
the other one i din see him.
bud can ask contacts.
lol.

remember the time when the only impt things to talk abt was eyecandies?
when i was still enjoying myself in ODAC.
when we met everyday to at least go out for a while.
when we sumhow always end up at macs socialising.
where friendships werent too complicated.
when we were able to go hm when the sun's still up.
when we do spur-of-the-moment stuff.
when all my smses and posts were filled with smileys.
when i didnt find gg to sch a chore.
when i used to be 100% awake in class.
when nothing seemed too serious for me not to laugh at.
when i did hw happily.
where did that me go?!!?
i want it all back.

god.
will u take 10 yrs of my life bud return that time to me?
or am i being a selfish $!@$!@$%$?
dingdangdong.