apple chocolate!!
leaving footprints..

hoi's cool samsung hp..
leaving footprints..

council council, wo ai ni:D
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woopeedeedoop!!
i turn seventeen today:D
am rather happy that i have lots of friends who actually remembered my bdae:D
u guys make me feel super special and i LOVE every single one of u kay *wide smile*

being seventeen rawks my smelly socks:D
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today was be yourself day in mj.
had much fun dressing up as kiddies.
haha.
really miss the time when we could whine all we want and get what we want just by whining.
and all the friends that we made so easily when we were younger.

the tchers' day concert could be considered a success when compared to the many disasterous rehearsals that we had.
applause for the tchers' day comm:D*appaluse*
haha.

cool not?..lol..
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went to gelare after sch.
had half priced waffles:D
super yummy.
-i think im addicted to u-

at gelare:D
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gelare..whee~!!
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::many many thanks to::

abu,billy and pal: thanks for the gigantic tigger:D loved it super much

favourite-st favourite-st=]
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nat and louelle: for the pretty tulips

tulips for kids=)
leaving footprints..

A101: for the nice gifts it was really really so me=) and for shouting happy bday to me in the middle of the concert. love u all muchos!!

yingjie: my other twinnie.for sharing the same bday and getting me a much needed tigger hp strap. great to turn seventeen with u:)

other superb friends: for all the hugs and well wishes:D thanks lots. really meant alot to me.

joseph just looks weird with tigger..haha
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THANKS:D LOVE YOU PEOPLE SUPER DUPER MUCH!!

ah..i just wish time cld have stopped there and then..
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::behind these hazel eyes::kelly clarkson::

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore!

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

::billy::james blunt::

Billy's leaving today (don't know where he's going).
Holds his head in disgrace (he can't escape the truth).
He knows the price that he's paid.
He admits that it's too late to admit that he's afraid.
Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate.
The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late.
Old doors are closed but he's always open,
To relive time in his mind.
Oh Billy.

Billy's leaving today (don't know where he's going).
He's got lines on his face (they tell the story of his pain).
He accepts it's his fate.
He admits it took too long to admit that he was wrong.
Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate.
The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late.
Old doors are closed but he's always open,
To relive time in his mind.
Oh Billy.

Once he was a lover sleeping with another.
Now he's just known as a cheat.
And he wish he'd had a mirror; looked a little clearer.
Seen into the eyes of the weak.
Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate.
The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late.
Old doors are closed but he's always open,
To relive time in his mind.
Oh Billy.

::best i've ever had::vertical horizon::

CHORUS 1:
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

CHORUS 2:
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I've ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I've ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Repeat CHORUS 2

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

Repeat CHORUS 1

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had

::only one::yellowcard::

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go...so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one
And I know...you can see right through me
So let me go...and you will find some one

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one...no one like you
You are my only my only one
My only one(x3)
You are my only my only one!

::instant message short forms::

lol (laughing out loud)
rofl (rolling on floor laughing)
ttyl (talk to you later)
brb (be right back)
afk (away from keyboard)
oitfmtc (out in the farm milking the cow)
ihalyfabibtatai (I have always loved you from afar but I've been too afraid to admit it)
ysdathd (you should die a thousand horrible deaths)

haha.
second last one is so cool la.
bet the person receiving the confession will take abt a mth, give or take a day, to decipher it.

You Are 30% Weird

Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself.

Your French Name Is

Adora Roberge

heh heh.

so fun:D

British American Tobacco
F&N Outrageous Orange
Sony
Citizen[calculator]
Script for tcher's day skit
scraps of paper
cam
bracelet
pen/eraser
memory chip
my 'sad' clip
::random stuff on my table::

think i shld upload pics sometime soon.
bud im kinda lazy.
think i shld really start studying proper soon.
ms BS threw a fit cos she was worried abt exams.
i think i shldnt be worried abt stuffs like LB now.
using lots of shortforms.
ha.rh.
as if i could care less.
eek.

shitness.
its kinda weird how we both cried.
mayb its really too much.
too tiring.
and really no short term benefits.
she's having it much worse really.

during the tchers' day rehersals it kinda struck me.
how we go from really made-up in primary sch.
to semi made-up in sec sch.
to really heck-caring if we look made-up in JC.
or at least we look natural with make-up in JC.

NoOneIsThere.
yeap.
u said it.
mayb cos no one knows.
mayb cos no one cares.
mayb cos its just an insignificant 'lil thing'.

haish.
more eh-mo stuff.
gotta get the calender soon i think.

much thanks for :-
'best i've ever had'
'sweet child of mine'
'only one'
'behind these hazel eyes'



























sometimes i wonder why im always the one making the effort.
or mayb its not impt to u at all.

sticky chewy chocolate:D
chocolates get me on a high:D
super high amt of endorphins:D
whee~!!
i think this high-ness cld last till tmr:D

at least it chased my bad moods away:D
dun wanna see pal marking his calender again.
later he come ask me who every mth so many times one.
lol.

whee!!
i am sixteen gg on seventeen:D

She's got a smile that it seems to me

Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I'd stare too long
I'd probably break down and cry

woah oh oh
Sweet child o' mine
woah oh oh oh
Sweet love of mine

She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by

woah oh oh
Sweet child o' mine
woah oh oh oh
Sweet love of mine
woah oh oh
Sweet child o' mine
woah oh oh oh
Sweet love of mine
woah oh oh
Sweet child o' mine
woah oh oh oh
Sweet love of mine
woah oh oh
Sweet child o' mine
woah oh oh oh
Sweet love of mine

Where do we go
Where do we go
Where do we go
Where do we go
Where do we go
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine
Where do we go now
ah ah aiai

Where do we go now
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Where do we go now
sweet child of mine
sweet chiiiiiild' sweet child of mine

hmmz.
at first i cldnt understand the seniors' rationale
for choosing this song over the bond song.
but then after really listening to the lyrics
and the tune.
i guess it really symbolises them.
all that they've been through together
and their thoughts and feelings.
can sense their unity everywhere la.
hope we can be like them when we step down.=)

wow.
slept at 3am yesterday.
finished my math tutorial.
did lit assignment.
did lit presentation.
and attempted to look through the notes for GP compo.
feel rather accomplished.
never slept so late before.

like only 3hrs of slp la.
then this morning i thought i will be very tired bud i wasent.
then got big-headed and thought less sleep meant more energy for me.
bud realise it'll all come back.lol!!
like im drooping aslp now.
and its only like 11.51pm now la.

ee.
hafta go slp soon.
dun wanna look like a panda.
undecided abt the history fieldtrip though.
i think i shld stay at hm to study.
then mayb go for painting of banner at 2 or 3.

i miss vega and my darling.
ee.random bout of randomness showing gothic ambivalence prevailing in the context.

opps.if i just typed what i think i typed.
i must have handed up a really horrible lit assignment.
cos i did it frm 2-3am today and i was more tired than i am now.

haa!!found out your secret didnt we?
tried to hide it ya?
ahaha!!now i noe im gonna tell:D
possibly a new scandal.

project AE has met with a glitch.
emergance of character A.
darn.
i see pal's lunch treat coming.

weird wheezing noises in lungs.ewwwww....

ouch.
she screamed.
he didnt hear it.
her heart bleeds but he does not see it.

'liar'.
she shouts.
though it comes as second nature to him.
it all doesnt seem to matter to him.
and she thought he was gd.
was attracted by his ideas of romanticism.
then he stole away.
in the depth of the night.

'godspeed'.
she said to his back.
but he never heard.
nor will he ever heed.
mountains of promises broken.
what can hold him back this time?

denial stabs her.
'confessions' make her let herself sink deeper into the lie.
impossibilities seem endless.
salvation is not near.
air of finality.
don't leave any footprints in her heart.

maturity or cuteness.
take your pick.

flirt v.
To make playfully romantic or sexual overtures.
To deal playfully, triflingly, or superficially with: flirt with danger.
To move abruptly or jerkily.

v. tr.
To toss or flip suddenly.
To move quickly.

n.
One given to flirting.
An abrupt jerking movement.

flirty adj.
to deal lightly, casually, or flippantly with someone or something

flirting n.
playful behavior intended to arouse sexual interest

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
sometimes guys are just so clueless.
with the evidence right in front of their noses they can wanna go and take a roundabout route.
haish.
sian diao.
when i blog in chi-na.
im stressed.

i got white hair la!!
even tho its only one strand.
bud like superbly stressed can.
missed the fullerton trip today.
bud completed my WR first draft.
worth it man.

heard that the fullerton ballroom was nothing to shout about.
i think mayb the one at the swimming club was better la.lol.
i miss tkg:D
all the greeness and girls[im not lesbo ok.]
and the non-trying/stressing studying conditions.
and no f***ing PW.

(this is the emo part.so skip it if you must:D)

T_T
i miss you lots.and you and you.
i just cant cope with him and everything.

(emo part over:D)

just watched a korean drama.
powder-ful la.
first episode only.
had me crying like a baby who got his pacifier stolen.
so sweet.
bud i realised that all korean dramas the male lead and the female lead each has like a half of this set of necklace.
like so cliche la.

i swear the drama producers all have this like rule book:-

1. the female actoresses must have long hair.
2. female lead should eventually die of luekemia.
3. female lead must always have evil/jealous stepsister/friend.
4. lead actors should have this portion of heart-wrenching story where they were torn apart as kiddy lovers.
5. male and female lead should each have half of this set of necklace.
6. producers should mass produce the necklace for sale right after episode of show where necklace appears.
7. the theme song and most of the songs used in the serial should be english songs.
8. female lead should be attached to a fiance when she reunites with her childhood lover.
9. female lead needs to cry at least 10 container truckloads of tears per 1 hour episode.
10. female actresses should be shouting in a super-loud-banshee-type voice whenever not crying.or just stone and look like they're thinking.

AbRaCe La NoChE:D!!

yippie:]

hey!!
just found this webbie after linking from somewhere else.
super cool.
tracks how popular ur name was, and when it was most popular:D

bud kindof makes you wonder why people are so free to do this kindof things.
hmmz.
i guess normal life gets a little boring sometimes and we have to do more 'boring' stuff to break the cycle o.O

shhhhhh
dun ask
dun remind me of all the work i haven done

haha.by junming.so comical.

by trying to bring them together.
others get hurt.
is it worth it in the end?

i cant help being what i am and saying what i think.
sorry it doesnt work for you.

world is black
and hearts are cold
there's no hope
that's what we're told.

i think im falling for you now.
i feel my wings have broken in your hands.

if god had a name
what would it be
and would u call it to it to his face
if you were faced with him and all his glory
what would you ask if you only had one question?

And yeah, yeah, God he is great
Yeah, yeah, God he is good
Yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah

What if God was one of us?
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home

If God had a face what would it look like?
And would you wanna to see
If seeing meant that you would have to believe in
things like heaven and in Jesus and the saints
and all the prophets

Trying to make his way home
Back up to heaven all alone
Nobody calling on the phone
'cept for the Pope maybe in Rome

VEGA TWO!!I LOVE YOU:D
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one MI one MJ.can see the diff??
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national day baby lorh!!woohoo~~
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three ghost and a human:Dlol..
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1. her nick on MSN seems to be refering to whatever interaction u had with her that day.
2. u catch her staring at u and when u look back she blushes and pretends to be looking somewhere else.
3. she likes to hit u lightly when you two are talking.
4. she seems to appear at whatever classroom u are at but u find out her classroom is actually all the way on the opposite end.
5. u realise that all her friends know alot of things abt u.
6. she tells u all abt her eyecandies; always looking out for ur reaction whenever she mentions them.
7. u somehow or another get added to her MSN/Friendster/ICQ.
8. she seems tongue tied when u say 'hi' to her, for a long time.
9. she likes to mess up ur hair and always has this triumphant look when she manages to.
10. she keeps hanging around ur mutual friends.

and now the ultimate!!

u heard from ur friends that she asks arnd abt u. ur friend has to report everything and anything u do to her.

whee~~girls can be scary sometimes i guess. bud pls note that she only counts as someone who likes u if she fufils 5 or more of that requirements up there:D if she fufils all..then gd luck to u...

cos u've got a stage five virgin stalker on ur hands:D

go.u're past now.
be snapped!!

today was a fun fun day!!!

sang songs of national days gone by.
but the mj crowd like so dead la.
no one even moved at all.
like all stoning sia.
so sianz.
thot jc wld be more HIGH then sec sch bud i guess i was wrong.

bud the councilors were high:D!!
we went on stage and danced to the 2002 song 'we will get there':D!!
so fun la!!
like make fools of ourselves bud it was so fun cos there were friends there with u!!

lol.
then after that have econs lecture.
wad a downer.
like nat. day eve also have lecture.
bud mr naresh was nice enough to end the lecture early la.

bud that also means i was half dragged, willingly to watch wedding crashers.
it must be some defect in the female mind or something.
or mayb its just me.
cos i din find the show THAT funny.
bud the guys laughed their balls off.

i seriously din get wad was so funny la.
like austin powers: goldmember was the funniest show i'd ever watch.
like laughed non-stop frm start till end man.
laughed till my back hurt.
not frm all the weight it had to bear of me lying on it.
bud the continuous banging motion it had to endure cos i kept rocking back and forth madly with laughter.

i miss two-oh-oh-two.
all the fun and laughter.
the times we had together are IRREPLACABLE.
i wont ever for get u.
and dont u ever forget me.
cos we were our first.

ANGST
ANGST
ANGST

well..
according to certain sources..
when u say it three times u really mean it..

why are u so nice elsewhere but o*****?
u seem like a stranger.
shaking the very fondations of our friendship and my belief.

yay!!
i love happy tree friends:D

super cute!!

hmmz.
i kinda miss willy wonka.
his laughter super funny.
makes u wanna hug him kindof.
i think i was the only idiot who was laughing/smiling really wide throught the whole show.
haha.

wedding crashers next:D!!
really hope can watch it soon.
since inderpal gave it such a gd review.

havent been to sch for the pass two days.
miss the SC and mj ppl rather much.
especially my darling:D!!
din go for ODAC today.
heard they were doing rope elements.
wasted sia.

then there was the meridian leaders investiture today!!
argh.
i shld have gone to sch man.
even if i were to die of heat stroke or something.
they said he had lots of girls cheering for him.
i think i shld be jealous bud im not.
mayb its cos i have been numbed by the news that he might be attached?
i duno.
there was a mixture of nonchalance and a twinge of pain(?).

bud i think i like someone else le.
highly unprobable tho.

BIG NEWS

alizees are back:D
haha.
much to the delight of some and much to the irritation of one.
lol.

think we shld ask them alizees out someday.
talk abt their facination with ali.
haha.

so sian.
feel like calling someone to yak the night away-___-

wow.wad a love confession.*blown away*

sch com sucks.
im bored.
having a headache.
need to watch movie soon.

WONKA!!WONKA!!
yay..
i lurve wonka.
lol.

this is the song.
la-la la-la,
elmo's world.
la-la la-la,
la-la la-la,
elmo's world.

elmo loves his goldfish,
his crayons too:D
la-la la-la,
la-la la-la,
welcome to elmo's world!

so i guess its true that s'porean guys are immature.
mayb we shld have some foreigner come to act as a comparison.
lol.

ta then.i think i might walk out.