Wednesday, May 11, 2005

things have cHaNgEd

hmmz...how shld i describe what im feeling now?...is it confusion?...is it fear of not being able to keep my promise to sookie?...i dont wanna be a un-trustable friend...i really wanna keep my promise...u're my dearest friend shufen..

im afraid that we'd drift apart..now that orientation is over and i only see u during lit..not that we were in anyway close in the first place..but at least we talked occasionally...and that served to brighten up my day...im afraid u'd think that we're different now...that i cant be crazy anymore and have to watch what i do...

tmr it'd be all official...but i dont know if thats what i really want...even if i did...its too late to change things now...i really do understand now the meaning of regret...i really wish life had a backspace button so we cld all screwup less...

when it was announced today, my first thought was you..whether it'll change the way things are between us...already there are some major changes that occured...u do not know this but it really meant the world to me..with one sms u were able to take it all away..i hate you for that...

i am filled with anticipation yet a deep yearning for tmr to be over quickly..its not a particularly good day for me...monday is...but thats beside the point...i might have to give up something i love doing alot..it is hard..i did not expect this..

my head hurts...i'd have to go do my hw in a short while..if NC says anything abt it tmr i'd really cry...i think i buckle under stress...this is no good...plus i cant go traveling this yr..its bad luck for my dad..


things that make me happy

van=) blogged @ 3:55 PM
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wad u wrote just make me worry for u. plus so long time haven see u liao. dunno if u r doin fine.seldom see u so emotional. but if anythin', sms me. will be free anytime. cant tell me, its ok. but wadeva it is, cheer up ya! its not like u to be so sad:(
--al
 
haha...i may seem sad on my blog..bud im okay la..still thesame person u know:D...just that i really cannot seem to adjust to mixed sch life..i feel like a nun...haha...tag at tagboard ok..
 
Vannn... don't worry so much. We won't drift apart... i can predict da future... i predict that.... we'll remain as best friends as long as I live. Haha.. but even if i'm dead, we'll still be best friends. Hee... so don't worry so much okie? I don't blame ya fer running fer SC. If i really didn't want ya to get in, I wouldn't have voted fer ya. Not that my vote would make a diff. la.. haha! So.... just enjoy yerself being a counselor (how do ya spell that??) and yeahh... next year be kind to me if i become OGL. Hee!
 
hey sookie...of cos ur vote made a difference..otherwise i wont be in SC now..bud dun worry..i wont give ODAC up without a fight like a certain someone had...:D
 
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